I don’t know how many days it has been since we were all locked down. Days feel all the same for me now. Sleep, wake, watch TV, cook, eat, shower, do things online like shop for essentials , Facebook, read news, chat with friends , read email. I am trying to feel the same as it used to be but I can totally tell the difference. Less email, hardly any work to do. I tried to write on my blog as regular as I can, I try to do a video blog / vlog as often as I can but I feel lost.
Has anyone else been feeling lost lately. Like everything is pointless and like it’s never ending.
I’ve been spending a lot of time at our fire exit and I’ve been going up all the way to the top floor just to get a relaxing and unobstructed view of Metro Manila skyline.
I’m trying to be positive so I try to channel my thoughts on the things I am excited to do after the lockdown :
1. Move in to my new place
2. Get a Karada treatment
3. A Mani – Pedi
4. Get some waxing / Laser hair removal
5. A well-deserved facial
6. Get a Haircut or hairstyle update
7. Go to the beach
8. Wear my going out clothes
9. Attend events
10. Bake and sell
11. Work on my new home office / vlog studio
False positivity? Trust the process they said because “Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end”