But when someone hurt me, I want to hurt them back. Revenge, is sweet despite getting hurt back in the process, the point is hurting them back and making them feel the pain you felt when they hurt you.
Pain and suffering is optional? Developing this consciousness is indeed a skill I need to practice, this is something I lack, it will take a lot of getting used to, like the consciousness to find good things. I know I’m contradicting myself I think happy thoughts and try to find the good in everything but when someone hurts me everything falls out of place and I go back to being bitter, angry, frustrated, depressed.
To have a happy-go-lucky attitude is something impossible, a problem doesn’t go away when you ignore them, and an issue won’t be resolved unless you talk it over. Dump and leave the bad, stock-up on all the good. If you want to forget someone or something easily think of all the bad things associated with it. If you want to hold on to someone or something thing of all the good associated with it.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrg. This is boooooooooooooolshit!
Want a polysyllable? Here’s one for you MA DA PA KA!
Hah! Just ranting again.
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Yeah Maya that’s the hardest part letting go. The heart forgives easily I think but it’s the mind that plays tricks.
Time does heal, yet scar is still there. that makes us a bit fearful to “what if’s”.
Learning to let go is not easy but eventually it come on the right time. There no used on thinking about being the forgiving one if it doesn’t really comes from the heart.
Hurts have its way to play back just by triggering the core of it.