So, I woke up this morning sobbing like crazy. I went down the stairs where my mom was sleeping and hugged her tight and cried like crazy waking my sister and my mom in the process. I had a nightmare. A super scary nightmare that still hurts from inside. Actually as I wrote this my chest still hurts and my eyes still swolen. Yup that was how bad I cried.
I hate waking up like that.
Black has never been my favorite color since my father passed away. I have worn the color for an entire year. And whenever I wear a full black attire it reminds me of the pain of losing a loved one. I don’t want to wear the full black again, not yet, not now. I am not ready to let go again. Not yet. Not yet.
But then again who is ever ready to let go of someone they love? I think nobody ever will.
Dress: LZD FASHION
OOTD Taken at: Makati Shangri-la Hotel and Trinoma Mall
Taken by: Rain de Ocampo and Blair Villanueva
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