My life is full of empty promises and broken dreams. I’m hoping things will look up, and right when they do, there’s always something to fuck it up, and we’re back at square one.
I take all this pain…I put it in rhymes…Then you get the chance for the very first time. You get to feel the pain…there’s stuff inside me…like all this hate…I don’t know if I can handle…I don’t know if I can carry this weight…I just wanna let go…I just wanna be free…it’s time for all this hate…to finally leave me…
It’s getting colder now and the darkness consumes me. Depression is slowly creeping up. Maybe one day you’ll actually care about me.
I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay. But as my life goes on it hurts more in every way.
Give me a reason to keep believing taht everything isn’t misleading adn kiss the clouds on the rainy days and smile for you when skies are grey. Cause I’m a tear drop away from crying and a few breaths away from dying.
Just because her eyes don’t tear doesn’t mean her heart doesn’t cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn’t mean there’s nothing wrong.
I’m going to smile…and make you think I’m happy…I’m going to laugh…so you don’t see me cry…and even if it kills…I’m going to smile.
Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger, and hate, all repeating inside my head.
I just wanna end it all. Should I trip or should I fall. Will someone be there to catch me when I’m falling to the ground, or will I be there forever lying there with no sound.
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Aww sweet of you Kumiko hugz you back
hugs earth. just keep on surrounding yourself with hope. Hope has a very strong pull towards our spirit–to the point that the mere spark of hope can make the weakest, strong enough.