I’m Officially Off The Calendar

I’m having those days blah.  Not because an additional year to my age, but because I feel lonely even if I’m not alone.   But it’s just a feeling.

The people who mattered to me were the first to greet me but those I live at home haven’t said a word.  I don’t expect any from my daughter who can barely remember how to take off her shirt when taking a bath or her undies when she has to go.  But when she woke she kisses me a million times and that’s worth than a greeting for my day. Much less I expect from my senior mom who always forgot what a thing is called and refer to things as: ” yung ano sa ano ng ano!”.

But of course like anyone having their day, I also wish to feel this day is somewhat special than any ordinary day.  Someone to wake me in a pleasant manner with his or her greetings and have roses, cake, and coffee on hand.  Someone who has planned my entire day and not let me touch the stove for the day.

But of course today is just another day, one of those days, and this day too shall pass, my birthday blahs.